in search of islands to hide, feel safe,
to take as an escape, to put away the fear
of falling apart.
in search of secrets to know with certainty,
to try to understand, to place myself
on top of clouds.
in search of a heart to hear my call,
to whisper words, to place all faith in
during my prayers.
in search of love, in search of love,
delusions, realities that cannot be seen, that do not exist?