notion 57.

i’m an introspective fuck.
that’s who i am,
and that
be me.
beats me
how i became
me,
but me’s
become me.

and was it all part
of some
greater design?
an accident?
natural selection?
a self serving,
self fulfilling prophecy?
a
process
by me?

08.02.2005.

notion 58.

how many times?
do you remember?
that we’ve searched
for answers
without really knowing
what it was
that we were
looking for?

08.03.2005.