little boys’ schemes.

I.
man and his god. prophecy.

god sends messengers who fall in love with the hedonism,
so they never return.
god turns displeased.
sends down his son- inri, who then goes lost till the age of xxxii.
sacrifice the son to save the soul,
and all the sheep then get in line to drink from a fountain of poison-
a disease that ends corrupting thinking.
god witnesses man become violent.
this new religion blinded our vision.

man becomes virus and parasite.

spreading through universes in digital form-
this is man’s revolt.

man whispers to christ, “how does it feel to be dead?”-
     the missing link to oedipus.
man offers god a final kiss.
man pronounces that,
“god is dead.”
god withers into thought-

a feeling that one has and so now
god has been dead for about 150 years or so (ask
     zarathustra), but man still continues
hours of prayer and offers “him” the victims of war.
but a new hour approaches and whispers, “the god of
     man, which was a man is dead,
but a new god of energy being is quickly evolving-

approaching through dreams.”

II.
man and his monkey. philosophy.

will be mystery waiting for the rest of humanity to catch
     on, keep up with the directions,
many of which will require special instruction. hope or
     pray, depending on my mood, that society
will be up for it. may take a couple of centuries for
     anybody to really be
able to speak freely, but who will be there listening
     amongst the heretics and skeptics,
the leftists speaking politics? existentialists and
     absurdists debating free will and psychology,
the suspense and tension are killing. will humanity
     really evolve? is there anywhere
to go? will just have to be mystery waiting for the rest
     of humanity.

III.
man and his superego. psychology.

     since genesis 3:6, humanity has been destined to failure or so the west whispered while i lay dormant in xalisco, but i don’t harbor any hurt feelings. don’t harbor anything. i’m just here in passing. just here passing by.

                                                           09.29.02.