she; tree; be (i’m sleeping).

she; tree; be (i’m sleeping).

she thought that if she
outstretched her arms,
birds would fly to her,
and whisper all their secrets
of all the lands
where they had stopped to rest,
so that perhaps she could
imagine in her mind,
perhaps if only for a second
of somewhere else to be.

she thought that if she
outstretched her arms,
god would reach down for her
as an ancient memory of a father.

she thought that if she
outstretched her arms,
he’d notice she’d awaken,
and just hold her.

10.26.08.

conversation lost.

conversation lost.

explain it to me
all over again,
but speak slowly,
so as to understand
the multiple meanings
to spoken words,
the hidden messages,
lying underneath.

we are but shadows
screaming from the grave.
we live as ghosts
depressed from modern age.
we will forget time,
and be forgotten,
but it is ok.
we weren’t meant to stay.

come shake foundations,
the spirits of hosts,
rudeness of manners.
we are all strangers.
come stare at us
dance naked under stars.
make wishes tonight.
turn magic to light.

lying underneath
the hidden messages
to spoken words-
the multiple meanings,
so as to understand,
but speak slowly
all over again.
explain it to me,.

10.01.08.

kid in the corner (with new age instructions at the end).

Image by A.F.

Image by A.F.

kid in the corner (with new age instructions at the end).

black
dark
boots
eyeliner
spikes
chains
goth
angst
despair
rebellion
satan
lipstick
leather
black

the kid’s in the back,
sitting in the corner,
trying really hard
not to fit in,
to stand apart,
outside of the crowd.
only to realize,
it’s so much easier
amongst all the copies of copies.

i close my eyes
and float above,
imagine then
discovering
an ancient island.

that kid in the back
in the corner,
who pretends to be
a stranger,
becomes just like all of them;
shopping at the mall,
garments for the uniform
to better play the part
of alienated youth.

i close my eyes
and float above
and whisper to escape.

naked
blank
bare
empty
vacant
hollow
breathe
burn
phoenix
flash
flames
catharsis
resurrect
naked

09.30.08