when was meets is.
when i was
what i was,
thought i was
that i was.
but it was only i
projecting
the shadow i reflected
while filtering
through schemas
and past experiences
while balancing with
my chemical imbalances
and predisposed disposition.
is this was
or
was this is
as who i was meant
or how i meant it was
to be, or will,
or has it all already
been decided?
can i still become
and go over?
08.27.09.