This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside. This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside. This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside. This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside.

 

Yo, Check 1. Yo, Check 1, 2. Reality explored Through this devoid Of this abyss, And I’m not really sure If there’s a point to make, Or if I miss Right off the mark, But if I travel through the dark, And I’m not sure how far I’ll go, Or if I really ever know, If it’s ever really clear, Or if you’re ever really near, If there’s anyone that I Could ever hold dear? If we cherish what we wish, Or if we merit what we miss, If we ever try to be, Or if reality Is something we conceived? And couldn’t see? But a feeling that we feel, That we dream of, That we breathe. But I’m not really sure, If it’s just Quite me, Or if there’s somebody Else out there, If this whole world cares about it, Or if it’s really just Me? Am I really going insane? Have these thoughts all just become? Have they all just been inside? Packaged inside a box, But it’s not really my Lot in life to rot, So I choose to move along, And I choose to move along. And I Move along This line This path of life, But I’m not really quite sure, If I should pull out this knife From my back That was laid there Long ago when I was born. Cause I was born in this dark world, And I was born to be just scorned.

 

This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside. This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside. This world is so fucking cold, Then it starts to rain outside.

 

Yo, Born inside a dream. If I couldn’t conceive, This American being Is really just a demon, Trying to scare me, Trying to scare everybody. This empire don’t need no rebuilding. We need to start conquering Demons deep from within, And trying to learn to live Without thinking about sin. We don’t need to just exist In this patriotic nation. We can Just exist In this patriotic world, In a globe, In a soul, Inside of it all. I’m sure that you’re ready Cause I’m ready for it y’all.

 

This world ain’t so fuckin’ cold. It might still just rain outside. Learn to raise your own two arms. Learn to raise your own dos fists. You can raise it in the air. You can put it through the wall. Slam your foot, And slam that door. We can take this whole damn world.

 

08.07.09 freestyle for song “then it starts to”

 

i started to run,

to try to chase the sun.

one thing is certain.

my hair it will turn gray.

i’m not sure about today,

but i’ll try and play along.

i’m not sure about this song,

will you just come along?

i’m not sure, if i fall,

how do i avoid the wall?

i don’t know what at all,

but i want to collapse

out on the dance floor.

someone’s knocking at my door.

i don’t know what’s in store.

i hate the whole world.

i’m not that spiteful,

but i’m not that loving.

don’t expect to care much.

i’ll only give up.

i don’t know why.

i don’t know what.

i don’t know where,

and i don’t know when.

i don’t know how.

i don’t give a fuck who,

so what about you,

what is it you’re going to do?

i’ll step outside.

i try to find

what’s in my mind.

there’s never no time.

i step outside.

i’m trying to find

what’s on my mind.

there’s never no time.

i stepped outside.

i’m trying to find

what’s on my mind.

there’s never any time.

i’ll whisper you a secret.

i’ll whisper you a secret.

there’s nothing that you should know.

there’s nothing for you to hold you,

dear.

(recorded o4.o4.09.)