whisper, a secret, seeing but shadows.

i started to run,

to try to chase the sun.

one thing is certain.

my hair it will turn gray.

i’m not sure about today,

but i’ll try and play along.

i’m not sure about this song,

will you just come along?

i’m not sure, if i fall,

how do i avoid the wall?

i don’t know what at all,

but i want to collapse

out on the dance floor.

someone’s knocking at my door.

i don’t know what’s in store.

i hate the whole world.

i’m not that spiteful,

but i’m not that loving.

don’t expect to care much.

i’ll only give up.

i don’t know why.

i don’t know what.

i don’t know where,

and i don’t know when.

i don’t know how.

i don’t give a fuck who,

so what about you,

what is it you’re going to do?

i’ll step outside.

i try to find

what’s in my mind.

there’s never no time.

i step outside.

i’m trying to find

what’s on my mind.

there’s never no time.

i stepped outside.

i’m trying to find

what’s on my mind.

there’s never any time.

i’ll whisper you a secret.

i’ll whisper you a secret.

there’s nothing that you should know.

there’s nothing for you to hold you,

dear.

(recorded o4.o4.09.)

influences.

in no particular order…

music::common… rza… beck… madvillian… cafe tacuba… nirvana… nin… the cure… mos def… talib kweli… dangermouse… the strokes… caifanes… manu chao… bright eyes… zack de la rocha… marz volta… outkast… john lennon… bob dylan… john coltrane… john cage… air… portishead… saul williams… the clash… the sexpistols… typical cats… weezer… green day… porter… the streets… blur/gorillaz… eyedea… atmosphere… iggy pop… lou reed… dead can dance… woodie guthrie… mudhoney

movies::trainspotting… amores perros… bowling for columbine… waking life… the princess and the warrior… fast cheap and out of control… the harder they come… zurdo… men with guns… matrix… fight club… slam… night and fog… taxi driver… deadman… ghost dog… do the right thing… granito de arena… grain of salt… hero… pi… requiem for a dream… clockwork orange… nicotina… dr. strangelove… donnie darko… i “heart” huckabees

books::fight club… the antichrist… metamorphises… boy genius… book of lies… the stranger… the alchemist… brave new world… bomb the suburbs… fat city… illusions… the teachings of don juan… laberinto de soledad… 20 poemas de amor y una cancion desesperada… malcolm x speaks… live from death row… kill kill faster faster… slaughter house V… breakfast of champions… sula… junky… howl and other poems… said the shot gun to the head…animal farm